Born of frustration

Hmm.  As before, the last time I tried to keep a blog while writ­ing I find that as I get more and more absorbed into the story, I find less and less to enter­tain my one reader with.  Read­ing about plot tech­ni­cal­i­ties when you don’t know the plot, the char­ac­ters or any­thing really must be excep­tion­ally dull.  Maybe I should intro­duce the char­ac­ters in the side bar?  Hmm.
At present I’m torn.  Orig­i­nally this story was about me and my Dad.  Then it became about me and rela­tion­ships, gen­er­ally.  Then it became less about me (although most of Tom’s dia­logue is instantly recog­nis­able to any­one who knows me) and more about vague things that have hap­pened to me.

And now it’s about some­thing com­pletely dif­fer­ent.  Which is good.  And bad.  It’s dif­fi­cult to decide what to keep from the pre­vi­ous ver­sions, par­tic­u­larly character-wise.  It’s becom­ing vaguely thriller-ish (or at least mystery-ish) but I’m not sure where that sits with it pri­mar­ily being about irony and why things hap­pen (and about a uni­verse, oth­er­wise I don’t get to write the four other books in this series).  And the more of a mys­tery it becomes, the more I feel I need to get my facts straight (about will read­ings, finan­cial stuff etc), whereas before I had no prob­lem at all sim­ply mak­ing stuff up.  La la.
Blah.  Even more dull than when I’m whin­ing about not being a teenager any more.

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