It’s weird, being God

I’m very pleased with how Monk Quixote (the novel, not the blog) is going.  While it’s still dis­con­cert­ing how incon­sis­tent things can become when writ­ing in a non-linear fash­ion (remind­ing myself what a char­ac­ter does or doesn’t know at spe­cific moments, what they’re wear­ing, in a sur­pris­ingly large num­ber of scenes how ine­bri­ated they are.…) gen­er­ally, I’m enjoy­ing the writ­ing experience.

I’m enjoy­ing engag­ing with the story, and keep­ing the var­i­ous ele­ments going in my head.  Hav­ing never fin­ished a full length novel before, I still worry about var­i­ous tech­ni­cal ele­ments — the pro­por­tion of dia­logue to nar­ra­tive, pace and the reader’s eye (for years I strug­gled to accept that I didn’t have to write sto­ries in real time) but this is the longest sus­tained period that I’ve man­aged to be pro­duc­tive.  God for­bid, I might even mean it this time.

I’m dis­ap­pointed that I’ve lost one scene in the PC melt­down over the sum­mer.  I know some­one who has it, because they told me how much they liked it.  Sadly, we’re not speak­ing, so I can’t even enquire as to whether they’ve kept it (unlikely).  Still.  We mustn’t let a good descrip­tion of cheese plants get in the way of fin­ish­ing things.

One of the side effects of this period of pro­duc­tiv­ity is how eas­ily I find myself slip­ping into char­ac­ter as I’m walk­ing to and from work.  It’s vaguely rem­i­nis­cent of an acid trip I expe­ri­enced while sit­ting on a bench in Tomb­land in Nor­wich — where despite being aware it was ‘now’ I could see every­thing as it would have been in Vic­to­rian times. The two time frames and images over­lapped, but the horse drawn cabs were entirely fic­tional.… As posted ear­lier, I con­stantly find myself mak­ing holodeck ref­er­ences.  It’s both unreal and yet hyper-real.  It feels entirely dif­fer­ent to read­ing a book (at least for me) — pre­sum­ably because I already know 95% of what’s going to hap­pen.  It’s tone and style that I’m work­ing on when I walk in Tom or Liam or Anna or.… whoever’s shoes.

It’s weird, being God.  Even if it is the God of Onions (bless you Liam).

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