Posing vs composing

I’m really strug­gling to write at the moment.  Entire train jour­neys are spent mak­ing lists and minor char­ac­ter changes — trans­pos­ing from Mole­sk­ine to lap­top and back again.  Ulti­mately, it’s not achiev­ing much other than refresh­ing my mem­ory about things I’d forgotten.

The premise is basi­cally as set now as it was five years ago — as it was ten years before then.  The cast hasn’t really grown sub­stan­tially — the ideas are on bal­ance no bet­ter or worse than they were before (just that bit older so not as fresh).

Sigh.  I’m giv­ing myself every oppor­tu­nity I can and for what­ever rea­son I’m still not grasp­ing it. Bla.

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